When you wake up and you aren't sure who you are, you have to wonder how you got there. Did you subconsciously bring yourself to this place or is only by the fates that you ended up there. Once you realize there is no answer to really answer how it became, you wonder what to do. You need some kind of coordinates to find your way back. You ask for directions, look for signs and familiarity in your surroundings. If you find them does it make you feel whole again or will you forever wonder what part of you brought you there and what you left behind.